rodox_head wrote: ↑Wed Jan 11, 2023 6:29 pm I hate to be the downer on everyone's optimism, but it's getting to be physically painful to keep my thoughts and feelings inside. For me, these past few months have been a long string of disappointments coupled with the farcical decay of the world and the loss of life and integral damage due to the intense weather. Either from the blizzard that ravaged the eastern US or the most recent rainstorms that have been hitting the west. It's been a week of winds and downpours over here in Sacramento with no end in near sight.

I recently turned 28, which I considered my "best by..." date, and I really feel like there's not much strength in me left to go forward. My identity feels nonexistent, my emotions are repressed to the point of being unexpressible, hardly anything feels worth working towards.

I'm just so fucking tired of it all.

Otherworld wrote: ↑Thu Jan 12, 2023 5:20 pmHey rodox_head, I really hope you can seek out some help. It looks like you need some. I hope you'll be able to find some in 2023.